But is it fair to hold up a standard that benefits yourself and takes away someone else’s preferences? — What did I expect? That all tall women(which is most of them to me) should give me a fair chance because I was stuck with less than ideal genetics? You pompous asshole… My fucked up perception was that just because women were the ‘open-minded’ sex when it came to attraction…

Self-destruction may possibly be what comes after the destruction of your male adversary — I’m finally hurt…or am I? I mean, what I’ve been feeling the last few weeks maybe hasn’t been pain, but maybe pity. Pity for women. Yeah…that does sound like a toxic trait of masculinity right? Or maybe you can consider it an arrogance of an ignorant man. Maybe it’s projection…

Is our potential for destruction and corruption beatable? — What do we all want? What is it that we are willing to do for what we want? As diversified as we are and as unique as our desires are for life…how can anything be more true than the fact that all of us seek a satisfactory and fulfilled human…

Are we using our pain to unravel the men of the world? — Men are a curious thing to me. I’ve had an obsession and endless curiosity of women, yes. But it’s always been in my own desire for them; my endless need to find the one(or the ones) that will make me feel loved and will share life’s best experiences with me…

Why would gender(or sex) matter when it comes to passion? — I’m two days back from USPA nationals… I’m tired; mentally and physically exhausted. And it was all worth it. Powerlifting didn’t truly start until 2017 for me. It was the glue that held together a broken heart just long enough for it to start mending itself. …

A piece about the many levels of chaos that need V and A to maintain order — I don’t want to mislead any of you too far, so I’ll start by saying that this was a social media nonsense situation. It’s trolling and SJW shit at it’s finest. So, if that’s not of interest, exit now. But, it definitely led me forward another step pertaining to the…

The worst fathers, lovers and friends — I thought of something today… The question As I tend to question absolutely everything, I started to wonder what it means for me to be my best. And before I get started, I’d like to acknowledge that my best is yet to come. It’s definitely not now, but I see the potential…

What does it mean to lose our sense of being human? — What does it mean for the world to thrive? Do we mean economically? Equally? Peacefully? It all seems a little vague…and how do we decide if it’s right for everyone? What would any of that matter if it doesn’t include independence, self-satisfaction and love, purpose, meaning, worthy relationships, and self-fulfillment? …

Why are we afraid to risk? — No, this isn’t a post about national freedom. It’s about mental freedom. If you’re not up for that, you can gladly move on to your next read… Strength will do more for you mentally For many of us who participate, powerlifting is freedom. It’s therapy. …